8.56am – Anxiety greeted me once again as thoughts of little milkie starting her childcare in July, the preparation of the holiday that’s coming next week, me and the lil’ hub’s “proposed” businesses, the things I need to complete by today and what not. Time just doesn’t seem to be enough, and so is the finance, though I did try and reserve a little for everything. Am I thinking and worrying too much?
10.44am – Right. So I’ve been calculating my financial status since the morning and alas… I must have really overspent a little way too much for these past months. Yes yes, I know I ought to cut down, but really, as what the prophecy had said, there really IS a lot of temptations this year. And WOW, they are really all GOOD temptations. Sigh… so much so, indeed, it’s hard to resist. Nonetheless, I’ll try, really try…
11.55am – Goodness… only 10 minutes into this Spin Cycling class and my sweat is dripping like crazy!
12.46pm – I’m so glad it’s finally over. Hands off the bike, butt off the bike. Goodness… it’s the first time I’d ever tried and my legs are breaking. Though I only manage to hold for a few seconds, it’s enough to crippled both of my legs. I really wondered how those people can survive… Now… the legs felt numb…
2.56pm – Money, money, money… I started to really worry about it since I graduated from University. After which, bills started showing up with my name on it. One, two, three… and it continues to grow as you take up more responsibilities. Sigh… it’s a rat race out there. I hope little milkie won’t need to face that. Nonetheless, it doesn’t mean I’m going to spoon feed her and let her have a life unlike mine. It basically means… I’m going to start her young, so that she’s got a head start compared to those of her peers, and then from there, hopefully, can get her above the race. Alternatively, a whole different concept as what our parents had shown us – a stable education with a stable income in a boring life.
*Looking at her photos on my screensaver* Darn. She’s so bloody cute, just like me. *LOL*
4.11pm – The Empress left. Hmm… let’s wish her good luck in her future endeavour. Again, she’s not a bad person by nature. Just a little too micro-managing at the point where she’s at her peak, and couldn’t manage well everything. Oh well, we shall see from now on…
4.33pm – I’m so freaking sleepy… Hang on… Hang on… an hour more…
Is this a good day to start the dieting and exercising plan? I’m not too sure but I’m definitely more determine to try once again after my 25″ Levi’s denim skirt could not be EVEN pulled up through my big fat hip just a while ago. SIGH. Not to mention my chunks of other nice dresses that’s chucked at a corner in my wardrobe. I can only say, it’s better than 6 months back but seems like there’s still a long way to go…
Well, my previous one month plan disappeared into thin air but now I’m going to try again. After all, failure is just part and parcel of life! So, I’m just going to put this post as a STICKY. And note down the kind of food that I’m eating and the exercises that I did, and also the clothes that I wear (my mum’s been complaining that I kept wearing the same few clothes only). Too bad that my knee’s been giving me some extremely big problem which made jogging totally impossible. Anyway, GANBATTE! Here I go… AGAIN, my 1 month plan! *Never say die…*
Updated: (31 October 2013) Let’s start everything on a new month! And that’s tomorrow!! :p
Updated: (5 November 2013) FAILED! *LOL*
|01.11.13||Breakfast – Milo + 6pcs Biscuits||NIL|
|Lunch – Bah Chor Mee + 4 Zhui Kueh|
|Dinner – 1 Fried Chicken Breast|
|Snacks – Milk|
|Water – 8 cups|