8.59am – Right, so today is the start of the first day of the Chinese 7th month. And what will that means other than all the *cough* coming out? It’s going to be a smoky month! Oh yes, I’m already experiencing it. And that is not really that good a thing.

Anyhow, finance had been tight. As in really tight. I’ve got a shock when I logged in to my bank account yesterday. It’s like less than $10. Well, I’ve got some GIRO deductions, you know and so… Hmm… though I didn’t really feel like touching my pathetic reserves, it looks like I don’t really have much of a choice.

My facial package will be ending soon too and I doubt I’ll be signing up for another one. If I ever do that, it’ll be another $100-$200 a month at least. How am I to fork out for that kind of money? But I’m glad I asked to let me go and think about it before I just did it on impulse (like I used to). Guess I’ll have to be more diligent back at home from now on when it comes to maintaining my face.

What’s worse? It doesn’t sound all that good when one hears what kind of news were reported. Sudden devalue of RMB? Interest on bank loan increasing? Increasing number of flats? Economy crisis coming? Sigh… Now I’m wondering if it’s a good time to actually buy that house… I hope we didn’t make a mistake by doing that…

Must try hard. Really hard to think of ways to earn more money now. I can’t survive if it’s just based on my current peanut salary. Ganbatte!

9.24am – Ah… it feels like ages since I’ve last written my blog while working. Feels soooooo goooood… I think I ought to change my career and become a writer. I might just become better and thus famous *LOL* Anyway, this blog is somewhat in a messy state yet again. I hope I’ve got the time to clean it up, I really do. Never like it when it’s like that. But I do know what kind of circumstances I am in nowadays. It’s those “you always go out”, “you never do anything” kind of statements coming out from my mum when it’s the first time I went out with my colleagues after working for almost 4 years, and am busy trying to do all the sidekicks’ jobs such as washing the bottles and plates, and helping to carry the baby to bathe, or accompanying little milkie to play. I guess that’s life. No one will commend you for not going out and stay at home to help to take care of the children. No one will take note if you are doing all the backend jobs. But if it’s otherwise, then all the sh*ts come out. Not that I want to be particular, but it’s true that I’m getting so tired these days…

*Breathe*

Hang in there… things will get better after my breakfast! ^^

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P/S: And I’m still sore about the fact that my job scope is going to increase but yet not promoting me or increasing my salary. TMD. That’s it’ I’m sending my resume! NOW!

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