It’s probably the time of the month soon and thus I am feeling a little more than moody. I ain’t really happy with what I’m doing. A friend told me to change the way I work or I shall face extinction. Maybe its the lack of sleep that always made me so reluctant to go to work. Maybe its the lack of passion. Whatever it may be, it is not good. My mood swings are getting from bad to worse. I am drowning in my incompetency. I don’t like what I am doing now but life goes on, it always goes on. I knew that long ago. But to move along with it every day can be real tiring. I feel like crying. It’s been a long while since I do that. Cooped up inside.
My little girl always said that she wished she was older like us but girl, don’t be. Enjoy as much as you can.
Change is good. Is it, really? My unwillingness to change stemmed from me already changing too much.
Today, i have a feeling tt i don’t really trust my prev RO. Dunno why, it just came. And that probably dampens the already exhausted body and mind.